2 weeks away from little one

I'm writing this while on my second leg to Ottawa thousand feet above the ground. 

I am missing my little one. This is by far the longest 2 weeks that I'll be away from him. I thought it wont be that bad but my heart cringe of the thought that I cant hug him now. 

Sigh. Separation anxiety this is it. I hope eveything will be alright back home and I hope God will bless our trip so we can go back safely to SG.

I think travelling is not as enjoyable now like before because of the piece of me left on the other part of globe.

I hope to be able to bring him travelling soon. I hope my son will talk and understand me soon. 

I promise to never get tired of his stories and questions coz for me that will be the greatest blessing.

Difference between Tantrum and Meltdown

http://lemonlimeadventures.com/the-real-difference-between-tantrums-and-meltdowns/

Taking a toll on marriage

Yes. That explains exactly what's going on right now. I really would like to understand my husband right now (for acting like another autistic in the family) but not in this current struggle in accepting and trying to make sure i give everything for our son. 

Everything is new and yet to sink in you see and I am struggling. I also have my need to be undertstood and I need help. It's very frustrating when you are all effort reading the book and cutting pictures and you see him lying in bed and watching TV. 

It would've been okay if I'm not working but I am. I also bring bread to the table and we are splitting almost all cost in the house. So he have no right to tell me that he is tired or sick and all as I am too. But I'm trying to be strong for our son.

I'm just venting out. This post is far from the autism topic but definitely related.

More than words by Fern Sussman

So after all the research I did over the internet, I decided to buy some few books that would help me guide my Zeddy in his ASD journey.

One of them is More than Words by Fern Sussman. The Child Dev doctor actually recommended this book and the internet moms are also suggesting that this is a good book to start with.

I'm halfway through the book and it is awesome so far.

It made me understand what exactly is ASD. It made me understand about their sensory issues reason why they do those weird stuff like lining up things, flapping their hands or running and jumping non-stop. I also understood Zeddy's current level of communication which helps in applying the correct approach of teaching and playing with him to interact more with us.

The book focuses on communication and socialization which is the main challenge of ASD kids. Don't expect it to tell you other things like how to calm your child during meltdowns or how to read their minds. But you can learn how to communicate with them so they can respond to your questions and tell you what they want and how they're feeling.

I realized today that my Zeddy is in the Requestor stage so for us to move on the next level, we need to implement Picture Exchange Communication System. Today I bought some magnetic sheets and planning to stick them at our doors and other places he could easily see to use it instead of the gestures.

Also, I need to be very very patient if Zeddy's progress won't be that quick because that's the thing about ASD, they have delays.

I'm kind of becoming obsessed in doing the home therapy with him. Hehehe. Mommy's love I guess. 

Overwhelming autism info on internet

Started my research on materials about autism and information is overwhelming! Lots of books and programs and therapies and jargons to choose and read and it makes me dizzy. Nevertheless this is just the beginning of my journey with Zeddy. Learned about Son-Rise program, BOLD program, ABA, GAPS diet, among other things but I guess I'll stick to More than words by Fern Sussman for now as its both recommended by Zeds doctor and some parents in blogs. They also made comparison with other books. I'll tell you about it how effective it is. 

By the way, I'm writing this blog while in the bus standing as it's full on my way home from office. 

What is stimming?

http://themighty.com/2016/01/11-people-with-autism-explain-what-stimming-feels-like/?utm_source=Facebook&utm_medium=Mighty_Page&utm_campaign=AUTISM

Temple Grandin - thoughts on Autism

http://www.salon.com/2013/05/18/temple_grandin_on_dsm_5_sounds_like_diagnosis_by_committee/?utm_source=facebook&utm_medium=socialflow